To women who has HOCD/SO-OCD:
During PMS, do y’all feel like you’re attracted to every same-sex you see?
I am currently going through PMS and intrusive thoughts are spiking the worst. I did a self-erp to go out yesterday to do errands, calling girls pretty/ hot (platonically) in my head but rn it felt like I was checking them out. I made an eye contact with this girl and it felt so sexual even tho I keep repeating in my mind “Please stop looking at me, I’m not interest in women, I’m not interested in women…” cause she kept staring at me after.
I did felt attracted to 2 guys I made eye contact with, I was happy with it. But now it doesn’t satisfy my ocd, it’s making me feel like I am more attracted to the women.
Never been attracted to women nor desire them, yet it feels like I’m lying for saying those things and images of women would pop up as “proof” that I am attracted to them.