I've been suffering with my ocd pretty bad bad a long time, but today and the past few days have been much better than usual because I've tried to be mindful and accept uncertainty. It definitely has helped me to feel closer to my boyfriend and more like myself a bit, but I can't help but second guess myself even harder sometimes when I have good days. I'm sure it's another sneaky method of ocd, but it does get me scared and sad sometimes. Sometimes I just want to enjoy a good day or good moment with my boyfriend without immediately after having my ocd tell me that I must be faking it or be a fraud.