I hate that every thought I get with a boy it gets replaced by a girl then it felt like if it was with a girl it wouldn't be that bad. It's annoying me It makes me uncomfortable thinking of this with girls. Like I can't even find girl's pretty without asking does that mean I like them?? Or I find girl's more pretty than boys and I don't know why maybe cause I wanna look like the girls I see not be with them I can't even find guys attractive because it feels like I'm lying. I hate this I just wanna be straight. Now I'm thinking what if I am bi or Les and I'm just denying it?! I don't want to lol it's been 1 week and some days since these thoughts came it's frustrating.