- Username
- kyletw_
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Honestly the problem I find with OCD is that it will try to distance you from anything that your brain thinks could help you and it will try to make u cut ties. For example my OCD never let me tell anyone that it excited because it knew if I told someone I would get help. OCD tries to keep you in a loop. My point being that if u used to have a little faith in God ur OCD is tryna destroy that to make you feel more isolated. Let yourself feel your emotions and let be angry at ur OCD.
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@Bex. OCD is a long path and even though I personally am Christian I have found that my faith has genuinely helped me to heal so much better than I could imagine.
@Bex. I hope it gets better soon God bless.
I've been there. OCD will latch on to what you care about most.
I know what you mean. I went through scary thoughts about religion and my thoughts used Bible verses to try and make me feel worse and give up on the only hope i have. I now try to believe God is here for me no matter what, even when it’s hard. Things may not always be perfect but we don’t know what Gods plan for us may be. Maybe this will bring us closer to Him and maybe this will affect us in others that are also helpful in the long run! God bless!
By that I mean, I interpreted the verses to where it made me fear which is not what the verses were meant for.
Are you in ERP therapy?
This is just too much...and it just sucks because no matter what I do... in reality ocd doesn’t care about what it’s doing to me... it’s gonna keep doing this. My brother is sick with something that causes diarrhea...he was sick with it 2 weeks ago, got better last week, and we all got the stomach flu this week which caused his sickness to come back...he’s playful and doing normal 1 year old things but ocd keeps saying he is going to die. I don’t completely understand how a 1 year old would just magically die from watery shit, but just because this worry makes no sense, it doesn’t mean I’m still not scared.And it showed me a scenario of his funeral and it’s so fucked up.I think the worst punishment God has ever given me was ocd... ocd hurts me more than anyone else can... it’s so fucked up... I used to ask God for help but I guess mental health wasn’t that saving worthy so I just stopped praying about my mental health BC I’d be “wasting my time, he doesn’t answer you.” I just have so mu ch in. My life that isn’t going right and I’m started to get low key sad and miserable about my life at this point. I need help lately but I’m really depending on some sort of relief... just thought control and to get rid of bad people in my life and to get some of my grades up and...to be happy
I don’t know if I’m ever going to get better, if I’m ever going to feel good, if I’m ever going to be able to carry on with this 10 years down the road. It’s torture with no exit, for me recently. Every time I bring up my OCD around family, they get annoyed. I can’t go to friends because it has only been of temporary relief. I am literally tearing up as I write this. I’m afraid I’m so close to convincing myself of the horrible lies my OCD has been telling me. I just can’t, I don’t know if there’s anyone or thing that can make me feel better. It’s been like lifting gigantic boulder up a steep mountain the entire day—and I could be crushed by it if not careful. If there is a god, why must he put me through this? I have already been through some many enough hard times in life, this OCD has only magnified any insecurities, anxieties, feeling of loneliness, self hate, and negative emotions.
it’s gotten to the point where it’s way too hard to pray. i can’t pray. so many bad thoughts at once and it’s too much and i can’t tell which ones are mine bc there’s too much. I can’t read the bible or anything. and then i get thought that makes me feel bad for not praying or reading my bible and it’s awful. ik God is good but these thoughts are scary and not okay and i’m afraid He doesn’t want me anymore and idk what to do. i try to reason with myself but it only does so much. i just can’t deal with it and ive prayed ab my ocd but it hasn’t gone away
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