why have i never been properly freaked out by groinal responses? i've learnt about them early on and even tested without thoughts (i used to shift my attention to my groin and would get a groinal, so i understood how they work). but why have they never freaked me out? what if i was really aroused and dismissed them as groinals because of denial?

there are things that affect certain people more than others, nothing wrong with it. it sounds like you just consider it to be a sensation with no underlying meaning and that’s exactly what it is. try not to fixate on what doesn’t upset you, because it could eventually develop into something that does. remember, certainty is an illusion! you got this :)