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- 3y
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- 3y
This is what OCD does I have these same issues where I know I feel completely comfortable with a woman but my mind says I would feel this with a man, but I know this isn’t true because at 19 I had a gay experience with a guy and it didn’t feel right to my body at all
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 3y
I experimented too and although when the person did something to me it felt good in that I felt like I was going to finish instantly I had so much anxiety and fear. When it came to my turn to do something to her it was nothing like what I thought it was going to be. But I’m scared that that is just me not accepting and that I should experiment more. Do you relate to this at all?
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- 3y
My fear now is that women will reject me or doubt me for my past or my past experiences my OCD transitioned into this now, fear of rejection which leads me into anger resentment towards myself and bitterness all these things I need to change
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- 3y
does anyone else feel like they like the thoughts? and have no anxiety about it? but i still don't want to like them :( it feels like i would enjoy dating a woman in all of its aspects :( and i have barely been having any thoughts and barely any anxiety. how can this still be ocd???
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- 11w
I really dont know if it is ocd anymore I dont want certain sexual things with my bf anymore that i used to like When i envision it with a girl it is so easy to envision and it feels like i want that , that will give me the satisfaction This feeling is making me really question if i am still into men , desire men sexually Is this still ocd , i really dont know anymore , as it is a feeling it is too real
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- 11w
I don’t know if it’s SOOCD. I no longer feel anxious in the moment when I think about women, and it’s like my imagination wants me to think about it and get aroused. I don’t want to be gay, but maybe I am after all. In my life I haven’t been so sexually driven before (when I was living with a man, or when being single) but now all I can think about is having sex with a woman. I don’t want to, but somehow my body does and it feels like my mind have changed to accept it to.. feel so sad This all started around 4 weeks ago..
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- 10w
I won’t explain this again if you’ve been or going through it you know what I’m talking about. I felt good about women about an hour ago and now I’m worrying again I’m anxious and the groinals are back and it’s so annoying because I can’t study. And honestly I’m so sick and tired of this. I’ve been a girl crazy my whole life and my mind randomly decides “well what if you are gay” like bro. I’ve never seen a guy that way and in general IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING I THOUGHT ABOUT OR ASSOCIATED MYSELF WITH. IVE NEVER FELT ANYTHING TOWARDS A MAN AND NOW IT FEELS LIKE IT RANDOMLY FLIPPED. I CANT DO THIS BRO. WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH INSECURITIES ALREADY AND MY ATTRACTION WAS THE ONLY REAL THING I HAD LEFT AND NOW THIS. HOW MUCH DO YOU HATE ME GOD.
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