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Yes this happens to me with rocd and soocd. Its ocd guiltily you just remember that <3 you aren't undeserving of your partners affection, ocd just likes to make us feel guilty Also I love your username 💜
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Thank you for saying this, I feel so guilty and like I should break up with him because he deserves better. It absolutely breaks my heart. I’m in so much pain 💔 not sure how to help this, but I start ERP this week and really hope that hat helps me get through this. Thank you again for your support! And I love Liz Lemon! Haha
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Ocd is notorious for making us feel guilty. Best thing to do is notice that, remember how strong you are, and remind yourself you are worthy, no matter how much you're struggling with your obsession. No matter what, don't do what ocd tells you you "must" do if you can avoid it. It's not simple to stop compulsions but that's great you're starting erp, you will learn how to resist them.
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@Whatabtme Also yes I love liz lemon I rewatch 30 rock over and over 😆
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@Whatabtme Thank you ❤️ I really am doing my best to not give in to it, it’s just incredibly difficult at the moment as I’m trying to unravel 15+ years of undiagnosed ROCD. It seems to be my MO within relationships (which is why I’ve typically stayed away from them) but I finally got one that I thought…. I can’t let this one go, but I am tortured by these thoughts and the relentless need to have compulsions. Thank you so much for listening and lending me advice!!! I’m very much looking forward to starting ERP and weakening the need to respond to or attach to the thoughts. Thank you again
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@LizLemon Of course! Good luck <3
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I’ve been really struggling the last week and I need some help. I’ve been seeing a guy for about 2 months who checks a lot of my relationship boxes. He’s so kind and we have a lot of fun together. The first few weeks I was totally smitten but had moments of fear about being committed. We talked about it and decided to take things slowly, and then I would have days of feeling like every thing was perfect with some fearful feelings in between. Two weeks ago now my SO-OCD and ROCD started to come back a little as well as my more anxious-avoidant behaviors. I started to get more scared of the future and it was more intense. At the end of last week, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. He is exactly the type of person I see myself marrying and has great values and is so secure about me. Until last week, he generally made me feel so safe and secure. Ever since saying yes, I feel so scared and anxious and my SO-OCD and ROCD is on max. I also find myself getting more annoyed and irritated about things that were minor annoyances or non-issues before. I’m having intense physical responses to both OCD themes, and the nagging thought and feeling that I need to end things with him because we aren’t right for each other. It makes me feel so sad and guilty. Sex is becoming harder because of the thoughts too, whereas at first it was perfect. I don’t know who I can talk to about this without them telling me to just break up with him. Everything is so new so I think they’d chalk it up to my intuition. But I do want to be in love and have less fear around relationships, so I don’t want to give into the fear. I think it could help me to set boundaries and have space for myself more often. I think I need some advice or insight. I know I shouldn’t ask for reassurance, but having some around how other people have felt at the beginning of a relationship would help. Why is it that the label is freaking me out so much? How do you guys set boundaries to prioritize yourself when you feel this way?
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