Tw Hocd Actually think Im gay now, I have anxiety again in my chest again, its not a full blown anxiety attack but Im at work and Its making it difficult to focus or think. I just feel like crying really hard right now. But no matter how much I cry, It wont do anything would it

Think Im just going to tell my family that I am gay so It wont shock them later

Hey don’t do that yet

Give yourself a date next year to revisit the topic ans in mean time go through treatment if you still feel the same after then make the decision but until then it will not make you feel any better because you yourself are not sure about anything atm

Thats why Ill tell them, Hey I might be gay, so If I am, which Is very likely It wont surprise them.