i feel like i only like the idea of men :( i really want to like guys but why? is it internalised homophobia? heteronormativity? i am so scared i don't like them and it feels like i don't and like now the next step is for me to come out and start dating women and it feels like i am gay in denial

"Pure" OCD

Sexual Orientation OCD

i really feel like a lesbian and all that's left is for me to accept it but i don't but it feels like i am avoiding and ignoring the inevitable 

I have gone through the same intrusive thoughts process - it’s a really tricky one