i feel like i am running away and avoiding yhe inevitable, like i am staying in denial of being gay :(

i swear it's like i know i am a lesbian and actively ignoring it and that's denial. PLUS i barely feel anxious about it

@Lilyrosalynd i feel incredibly anxious but i COMPLETELY FEEL U! a sinking feelin that this is what i must accept

@bixtch 4 a brain do you think mine might not be OCD?

@Lilyrosalynd i don’t wanna give you reassurance;however, i can say that ocd can literally make you accept shit/stop feeling any attraction at all/etc. the simple way that you are asking that makes me know it’s ocd.

@bixtch 4 a brain THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!

@Lilyrosalynd bc the way you ask that stuff, i do the exact same thing!!!!