Hey sky, i see that you are Locking for some reassurenace here, this is a Compulsion. It Makes your ocd worse! Are you in Therapy? I highly recommend you the online Programm from Nathan Peterson which is a therapist and Works together with nocd.
I cant do therapy,I dont have money
Then safe your Money and do the online course. You have to Treatment or your ocd will get worse. The only course is About 150 bucks and totally Worth it
I'm in high school...
At least You should check him out on YouTube : ocdandanxiety
Ocd needs treatment. Search him on YouTube