Tw hocd It just feels like denial man, it really does. Im getting warmish feelings for guys and this is when I dont even have guy friends, Im pretty sure Ill start liking them for real once I do make some friends. But I dont feel normal, my state of mind isnt what it used to be. Me when ocd first started is different than me of today. My brain is so fried from all the anxiety attacks etc. I dont even have ocd anymore, just feels like a crisis. Idk what to do man, I still have anxiety on a daily basis, paired with depression and maybe derealization, Im unable to do most things.