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Soph

Date posted: 4y

Honestly need words of support. My OCD has been making me feel physically anxious to the point of nausea and throwing up. My new fear is a combination of HOCD with fear of being asexual/aromantic. Any conversations with friends about boys, seeing any romantic content on TV, feeling any nerves around boys makes me feel nauseous and triggers all these insane questions: Do I fear relationships & commitment or am I asexual? Am I in comphet? Am I just not ready for a relationship yet? Am I just conforming to societal expectations and don’t actually like guys or enjoy relationships? Will I be alone forever? Why do I get stressed when guys show me romantic attention? I’m so sick of this nausea that’s stopping me eating and sitting with my friends. It’s like everything is ERP at the moment and it’s overwhelming. Just wanted somewhere to vent

Mak46

Date posted: 4y

I completely relate to yours fears! I have never had a boyfriend and I have always gotten super anxious around cute guys and the thought of doing anything more with them. So that has really made me worry too. I feel like more often than not I am in fight or flight response/anxious thinking about everything.

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