It feels so bad, it feels like I'm in denial and that I should just accept it, I feel like crying. Whenever I say "I'm straight" I no longer believe it and sometimes I don't ruminate about it, making me think it's real. I feel so convinced now and it feels like I'm lying to myself when I say I don't like it :(

"Pure" OCD

Sexual Orientation OCD

I go through the same thing as well 😔 

Yeah I understand how you feel. Or I worry that whenever I actually go out with a guy or try to do anything I'm going to realize I don't like it. I am so scared of that being true