I feel so scared I don’t know if I actually want the intrusive thoughts to happen sometimes they catch me off guard and it feels like I want it. I don’t know what’s going on anymore if I’m really a person that wants the fucked up things in my head or not and it’s making my life so bad. I just relapsed on sh after about a year of being clean and I feel so conflicted and gross inside.

"Pure" OCD

Pedophilic Obsessions OCD

Hey I understand you. I am also a queer teen with pocd. And it’s debilitating. It’s the worst thing I’ve ever had to deal with. I’m here if u ever need it