If you truly were losing your identity and values, you wouldn’t mind them going away, but since you’re scared of losing them it means they’re still there, at your core. I know what it feels like, trust me.😓
Thats how I feel too, like the real me is deep down somewhere in my mind but I just cant get to him. Hence why I said i lost my identity cuz I cant recognize who I am anymore, I dont know what I should be doing or thinking besides my obssession. But I also accepted that Im gay bc It felt like it, dosent that mean I was not afraid of losing myself?
@Imaan7 I feel the same way, I keep digging for something true and unquestionable deep down, and sometimes it feels like I have nothing but OCD in there… As for being gay I don’t know what you’re going through but if it feels okay you still haven’t lost yourself yet, just discovered yourself if that makes sense, or maybe im just making it worse now 😞
@threepartsocdsufferer I dont even know anymore haha but thinking abkut being gay or realizing it gave me anxiety for over a year everyday so Idk🤷