Tw hocd I think Ive figured it out, I have ocd but Im also unfortunately in denial, I really just need to accept this and move on in real life. Ive had these realizations far too many times but due to having ocd I started doubting these epiphanies too. But I just know now that Im most likely into same sex aswell. I had this thought few times this morning " I wish I didnt feel this" which is the biggest symptom of denial. I just wish I didnt struggle with anxiety and all these painful feelings for a year straight. Man wtf now my whole life will change,my values and everything. Im gonna have to readjust completely, this is a fkin bummer. Im not going to live in the closet, fk that. My only question is do I still see an ocd therapist? bc thoughts are very obsessive and Im feeling anxiety and depression

I feel the same I get strong real arousal only towards guys and I’m a guy

Keep your head up and reach out for help that’s always the best way to work all these feelings and anxiety’s out ❤️

So u think I’m gay

Idk I’m just scared that I probably am

do you truly think you are gay? or are the thoughts so convincing that you feel like its the only way out? do you want to be with a man?

I don’t know it’s tough to answer

Well, first off i think you should stop posting on here it’s become a form of seeking ressurance. I know from experience, the more i post in one day the worse that day is. And i see you posting all the time. 2. All of us feel the same way as you, so remember you’re not alone:) 3. The thought “i wish i didn’t feel this” EVERY ocd sufferer has had at LEAST once 4. My therapist has been telling me to refer to my head as two: ocd brain & my brain. Sometimes things are intertwined and you can’t tell what’s your brain or ocd’s brain. Once you learn to seperate those two and detatch them, it becomes a little easier. I’m still learning to—far from it actually. A lot of the things i want, i feel like i don’t want and am just lying to myself. And the things i don’t want, I feel like i do want them. It’s very confusing up there so ik how you feel Literally last week i was sobbing for 3 days straight—they were awful—cause i thought i was gay. I have to read a book on sexuality w/ a girl that’s a lesbian for my english class, and atop that I’m in a project with a masc lesbian which is my BIGGEST trigger. I feel more attracted to them than to anything rn, and it freaks me the fuck out. So just take a step back, and breathe. I’ve been exactly where you are today—it’s overwhelming and hard and literally feels as if you’re in the pits of hell, but there is always tomorrow. Sending love your way💛