anyone else know they’re not gay but keep getting images? and whenever you say i’m straight you feel like your lying and you say i’m gay and it’s just like.. not true. and it feels like you can’t love who your in a relationship with.. like i KNOW i’m not gay. deep down. it sounds so silly to say. the images scare me… 

also, i think what triggered this was my boyfriend breaking up with me for a day (lol) and us getting back together and now i’m terrified of losing him

Relationship OCD

Sexual Orientation OCD

I feel the same its ego dystonic opposite of who we are 

so this is the opposite of me? that’s why i’m afraid of it? that makes total since…

but quick question, how do i know it’s ocd and i’m not actually gay and i love my boyfriend. when you said that i was relieved and felt straight for like 30 minutes but it came back. 