Hocd- Trigger Warning
I think I may actually have slipped into actual sexual crisis/denial and questioning rather than So-ocd. I experience little to no anxiety, just anxiousness, I have convinced myself and believed that Im gay due to how much proof my brain gave me from my past, Idk if that was false memory bc it felt real except I didnt connect the dots before but after ocd all the proof seemed to make sense Hence I believed it.
On top of this, Thoughts/feelings seem to make me feel something and I think id give in if I got the opportunity. And now im not even freaking out that I probably prefer guys more than girls.