Hocd if u had sexual fantasies about same sex in the past is the worst thing…I had today an appointment with another ocd therapist. It was woman. I found her cuz my current therapist is man and I wanted to talk with woman cuz it's easier to talk with woman about sex things, but the meeting wasn't so good... I started to talk that I watched lesbian porn and she started to ask me if I was by sex therapist and ask me if I liked woman in the past. I think she thinks I am in denial. She said she had once a patient who had so-ocd, but he had no same sex fantasies. He was just afraid when he thought when a guy is handsome and thought that maybe it means that he is gay. But it's nothing to compare with me :-((((