From months of dreaded and sickening thoughts and feelings at the thought of dating/flirting with a woman- OCD has now flipped this all and makes me feel like I’m gonna enjoy being with one and that I should look forward to it 🙃

Understand this going through the same bullshit and losing my sanity. Do you suggest something?

Completely relate

Does it make you feel like you like it? But then it makes you anxious so you shut it down?

@Acrasia Yes, in a way it feels im liking them and i can see myself liking it and feeling like its pleasant and natural etc but its feels weird like It feels different than how I felt about women, Idk tbh Im very confused and lost

@Imaan7 Same my brain is just foggy now

@Brave through I know, feels like theres no way I can go back to liking just girls now actually feels like I have 2 attractions now idk. No anxiety either

@Imaan7 I don’t know what to do or how to help myself out of all this

@Brave through Im sorry you are going through this, I wish I could help but I dont know either : (

@Imaan7 This freaks me out too at the thought of being bi, I’m not comfortable with the idea of being attracted to both sexes. Like I only want to be attracted to guys but ocd keeps writing me off as bi. I really don’t want to enjoy those thoughts and feelings of liking women.

Yes for Second but the anxiety is so much that i just shut it off completely

But still have the thought as in i like this but hocd thoughts are not liked so is this denial and so on and so forth the vicious cycle starts.

I’m undiagnosed cause I can’t find a good therapist in my country so I do some self erp to at least help, I’m hoping so hard this is all ocd even when it feels so real

Same !! You will be okay we need to learn to live in that uncertainty even if its the hardest to do so

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