I'm feeling so much grief and sadness. I miss not thinking a lot about anything. I miss being normal. I hate having OCD. I hate being like this. Living with OCD is so hard.. this is so hard...

i hear you. i hear this so often from people struggling with ocd. it is a really debilitating condition especially if you can't access treatment. have you looked into treatment options or the tools on our app at all? i have also been reading the self compassion workbook for ocd by kimberley quinlan and it's amazing for these types of feelings. wishing you the best of luck. <3