kyle g tucker
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JustmesadlyJustmesadly
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Your looking for reassurance and depending on your beliefs people are going to answer This question differently so you’re not going to get the answer you want
kyle g tuckerkyle g tucker
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I know it is so hard I was thinking of killing my my self today just can’t take this anymore it’s horrible
JustmesadlyJustmesadly
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Your life is worth so much more than your sexuality. I promise ocd isn’t worth taking your life for
JustmesadlyJustmesadly
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Please call the hotline if you need help
7EMPES77EMPES7
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I don’t think your sexuality can change, mine never has... did you always think like this, or was it after a difficult time in your life. Did you get harassed from individuals... about your sexuality? I got harassed, constantly about my sexuality... I’m straight, but because these people scrutinised my orientation so much, I started to question myself. But I never questioned myself before. That’s the answer for me
kyle g tuckerkyle g tucker
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No I didn’t always think of this it was after a hard time in my life
7EMPES77EMPES7
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In that case, I think you’re suffering from ocd, it’s very much similar to what I went through. I was harassed and it was like brainwashing... I began to believe what they were telling me. After the harassment for 2yrs, I started to have those thoughts. You see, you worry about being gay, you don’t like the thoughts... of being intimate with someone of the same sex. So therefore you’re not gay. If you was homosexual, you would enjoy those thoughts... but you don’t. The thoughts I had got to such a point, that they made me sick. I felt physically nauseous.
7EMPES77EMPES7
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I began having thoughts about other people and their motives towards me. Like, if I was in the company of another man, I would look at them looking at me... and a thought would pop in my head. I would think... “is he gay, is he looking at me because he fancy’s me. Does he think I’m gay, does he think I fancy him...?” I would totally get freaked out by it. Before the harassment, I was very comfortable with my fellow men. It was girls I was nervous about.
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