Keep feeling like I’ve lost feeling or attraction for my gf and will never get it back. I’ve always believed that feelings of love are an ebb and flow, that they might leave, but they also come back, but my brain’s like “what if they don’t?” Also weird things like being more grossed out by saliva (not just hers) than I have been for a while. I also feel like I just want to be alone for a couple days. Is that a compulsion or do I actually just need space?