Anyone else have a really good and happy day with their bf/gf and then go.. is this fake happiness? Because my significant other is my best friend does that mean I only feel platonic towards them? Could in such deep denial of my true sexuality and/or romantic fulfillment that I think I’m happy when I’m not? I hate OCD

I totally understand this girl. Going through it too.

omg yes, it makes you doubt over everything

Worst is when you start acting out sexual situations in your head to check. Or when you see a woman who is attractive and your heart stops and you’re like omg. It’s like everything makes you scared

Yep, same here. I can have a great day with my husband and then have days where my brain is screaming that I’m gay at me, that I don’t even love him, and I need to divorce him which is absolutely awful and upsetting.