Anyone have existential ocd feel disconnected from life and or reality

All the time especially stay away from phcadelics

I’m with you in solidarity. It is so difficult.

I question if i have this or just going throught a mental break down. I just feel angry inside cause i feel off balance, just unsure of what life is about, i feel so small in this big world etc. Is feeling off balanced, like you are going to fall or anything else?!