- Username
- Lilyrosalynd
- Date posted
- 877d ago
- "Pure" OCD
- Sexual Orientation OCD
Feel exactly the same it’s like I don’t even want to get better some times
i want to be worse and be consumed by thoughts. when i did at first at least i was sure this was ocd. i know this sounds horrible, so many people sstruggle with this debilitating disease and i am out here asking for it. it's just that i barely get thoughts, no anxiety, no compulsions, but i still don't like guys and sometimes feel attracted to girls and this feels like me now :( at least with ocd i could blame it on that now it all just feels like denial, i strongly believe it is :( yet no anxiety, it's like i am okay with it and don't really care
@Lilyrosalynd Literally exactly the same
@BradOCD do you still feel like you like it though? :(
@Lilyrosalynd I can relate, i just know that its denial now, if it wasnt It is now Bc I keep saying it is
@Lilyrosalynd Like what sorry?
@BradOCD the thoughts :(
@Lilyrosalynd I actually feel like I’ve given up caring about them. Maybe I like them maybe I don’t right now