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Feel exactly the same it’s like I don’t even want to get better some times
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i want to be worse and be consumed by thoughts. when i did at first at least i was sure this was ocd. i know this sounds horrible, so many people sstruggle with this debilitating disease and i am out here asking for it. it's just that i barely get thoughts, no anxiety, no compulsions, but i still don't like guys and sometimes feel attracted to girls and this feels like me now :( at least with ocd i could blame it on that now it all just feels like denial, i strongly believe it is :( yet no anxiety, it's like i am okay with it and don't really care
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@Lilyrosalynd Literally exactly the same
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@BradOCD do you still feel like you like it though? :(
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@Lilyrosalynd I can relate, i just know that its denial now, if it wasnt It is now Bc I keep saying it is
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@Lilyrosalynd Like what sorry?
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@BradOCD the thoughts :(
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@Lilyrosalynd I actually feel like I’ve given up caring about them. Maybe I like them maybe I don’t right now
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These past few days I was fine. Minimal intrusive thoughts ,no anxiety etc(to add I'm on medication so maybe it's starting to work although it barely is 2 weeks) and today I got a sudden wave of anxiety and it started latching on some thoughts like" what if I'm in denial and I wanna break up with my bf? And what if erp doesn't work for me because I actually wanna break up with my bf?" But they didn't really stay long usually those thoughts would make me spiral for days or so, now they lasted for some hours. And now I'm trying to trigger myself into being anxious again because if I don't it means I don't have ocd and if I don't have ocd it means I don't love my bf and if I don't love my bf it means I have to break up. Idk if it makes sense but the lack of anxiety makes me wonder if I actually have ocd or not.
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so i was on instagram and it came up with other signs of ocd then someone commented this doesn’t mean you have ocd now im stressed that its not ocd background - i had so-ocd for a few years then got treatment for it but am now on the waiting list for further treatment for other stuff but i dont have another theme which makes me feel like its not ocd my day to day life consists of touching the door handle every time you go past it or someone will die, and inability to send emails without re reading loads of times and getting other people to check because im scared i wrote something bad but the what if it’s not ocd thought is triggering me now and i don’t know what do
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I want to beat OCD because I have seen and felt the benefits of clearing my brain from unnecessary, pointless, thoughts. OCD is like 0 calorie food. It’s pointless. No nutrition or benefits come from my obsessions or compulsions. I don’t care to have answers to everything anymore. I catch myself just trying to stress myself out so that I have some worry to feed on. But like I said, it’s a 0 calorie food. I get nothing from it but wasted time and energy. My brain feels more spacious when I’m not consumed by OCD. I’m present. My personality has room to be herself without making space for bullshit. I tell myself now that worry is poison. I think Willie Nelson was the person I got that quote from? Anyways, that imagery of worries being poison for the mind has been transformative for me. I’m evolving. 💖 Thanks NOCD community.
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