I had a huge fight with my husband over my Rocd thoughts and accusations and i don't believe we can go back to what we were. Even if he tries to understand and help in the end he gets extremely furious about my behaviour and i believe it has made him not really enjoying my presence. He must feel more pushed and horrible with my Rocd and i feel like this is the end of our healthy relationship. Now it just looks cloudy and miserable. I feel so lost and alone with my Rocd...

ROCD Causes Increased Marital Distress

Relationship OCD

"Pure" OCD

I’m sorry you’re experiencing this, the worst is when it feels like your mental health is affecting your relationships, have you thought about trying to do therapy together? Sometimes having your partner join you and your therapist for some sessions can help them see what you’re going through. 

Not yet but maybe it's something i must do if there's any hope left... I don't know how to deal with it as i suffer very much.from this...i wish i could have a solution but i see nothing now