Hold on. Just a little longer..... Then hold on some more, then.... Keep going. Best of luck
Been here! I am currently going through a marriage separation. There have been plenty of days I feel exhausted by the thought of dating again. Then I have some days where I get excited at the possibilities of dating again. I think our feelings for others will always go up and down. Even inside a relationship, it is understandable to not always like your partner and want to get away from them for a minute. Maybe try writing down some scenarios of what it would like to never date again, or to date again and it's a bad experience. Find your boundaries of what you want out of relationships. Or how you can value yourself outside of your relationships.