Does anyone find themselves kind of being desensitized to taboo subjects. Like with my pocd and a lot of other sexual intrusive thoughts, things like r*pe and other stuff is just so ingrained into my brain that when I hear about it now, I know longer feel shocked or truly disgusted. My OCD has high jacked it and now it just gives me intrusive thoughts and images, and groinal responses are the worst. I’ve been so depressed, I hate myself so much, and I can’t talk to a lot of people about this because of the ignorance and stigma that’s been put around OCD and intrusive things, I’m just happy that the people I care about the most understand me and still care about me.