Does anyone else’s OCD come in intrusive thoughts about going crazy. Mine are weird sometimes I question if I’m actually crazy. I get intrusive thoughts about me acting like a child, losing it at any moment, and just be being a mentally crazed person. I get a lot of anxiety when this happens because it feels so real. When this happens I get hyper aware of my movement and my actions. Everything that I do oCd taints ad validation of that’s what a crazy person acts like. For example I was fine today until I started talking to my family. I felt happy but then OCD told me that this is only a sign that I am or going crazy. I also suffer from ocd about getting other mental disorders. I often question if I have split personalities and am a different person. This scares me because I suffer from harm ocd and suicidal ocd so I believe that if I am or not going crazy then I can do things to harm others or even harm myself and that truly scares me. How do I sit with the discomfort when I feels like I am actually crazy and then I feel sadness and guilt because I don’t want to trouble my parents if I’m actually crazy or guilt that how someone who looked up to life and had dream all of a sudden turned into a maniac. What also fuels to these intrusive thoughts is when I feel depersonalized. For a couple a days I feel disconnected to myself and I don’t remember what being me feels like me anymore. When I don’t have these episodes I usually fear then and then they come back how do I get past that fear of these thoughts coming back.