I hate when i’m going through it I get disconnected from my boyfriend. I get annoyed easily and just shut off. Its super upsetting because I don’t want to have the bad thoughts and feelings. I know that ocd is playing tricks on me. Its the emotions that throw me off. I literally cried to him last night about how uncomfortable my thoughts make me and that I don’t want to do anything my brain is telling me to do like leave or that I hate him. I know in reality I don’t want to and thats what makes it so hard.

Natte

Date posted: 4y

I have the exact same thing. I'm completely picturing our break up, and how i'm gonna tell him, and organize my life in my head. But i don't want that. I wanne be with him. So annoying.

Sven

Date posted: 4y

Its so hard yes . IT feels really like u are unable to feel attracted and normal again to your partner and Opposite sex. Its like my mind likes the gay thoughts and not the straight ones

OCDwho?

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 4y

Glad I’m not alone in this! How are you all doing?

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