I hate when i’m going through it I get disconnected from my boyfriend. I get annoyed easily and just shut off. Its super upsetting because I don’t want to have the bad thoughts and feelings. I know that ocd is playing tricks on me. Its the emotions that throw me off. I literally cried to him last night about how uncomfortable my thoughts make me and that I don’t want to do anything my brain is telling me to do like leave or that I hate him. I know in reality I don’t want to and thats what makes it so hard.

Relationship OCD

Sexual Orientation OCD

I have the exact same thing. I'm completely picturing our break up, and how i'm gonna tell him, and organize my life in my head. But i don't want that. I wanne be with him. So annoying. 

Its so hard yes . IT feels really like u are unable to feel attracted and normal again to your partner and Opposite sex. Its like my mind likes the gay thoughts and not the straight ones

Glad I’m not alone in this! How are you all doing? 