My posts are so different from everyone else’s …
I totally feel you. Have been in the place where I’m not sure what I even believe or feel anymore. What helped me was totally cutting out outside noise/ information for a while. I realized that I need time and quiet for my thoughts to settle and for my *actual* values and beliefs to become more recognizable. The internet can be great but it can also crowd your mind. Hang in there, I hope it passes soon. Sending peaceful energy to you <3
Thank you for responding , I believe I’ve done the same as well and just overwhelmed myself with too much information and comparing myself to all of it. I’m going to get off social media for a few days. Your words of encouragement are very much appreciated and I hope you’re doing well <3
@PinkLotus Of course! Take good care :)
I can relate a little i think. My confusion came from my own mind like I overthunk so so much, complicated my own belief system and values and my whole indentity and believed that ive always been gay and never realized it. Even though I never ever thought about that before ocd and only liked women, but now I believe that I didnt overthink it but it was all a part of the discovery process. I dont know, Im very much lost, drawing conclusions from random tangents in my own head while i was high very high states of anxiety.