I need some help. Yesterday, I was getting ready for my shower, and my friend facetimed me. I only showed my face because I wasn’t dressed right obviously. At the moment I saw nothing wrong with this because I obviously just was going to show my face. Now though I am freaking out because I feel like I did something by dirty because she is 3 years younger than me. I had no intentions of anything weird AT ALL. I am just so worried like what if I accidentally showed something. I just saw she was face timing so I picked up and of course only showed my face. I have a something really scary that is coming up and I am absolutely petrified that God is going to punish me during then because of this. I had NO bad intentions and I obviously only showed my face. I don’t know what to do. Is this POCD or am I a disgusting monster?

Cesar

Date posted: 4y

You have ocd and I'm sorry to read how much anxiety and trouble this causes you, of course God knows about your ocd and He won't punishment you for answering a phone call, even if something was mistakenly shown He won't punish you He loves you and He is all merciful, rest assured that God loves you and that He understands what you're going through, He doesn't want you to suffer He may allow ocd but trust in Him and His mercy and live your life, seek therapy for ocd and start viewing God as He is, a loving Father who loves you and cares for you.

Scared

Date posted: 4y

Thank you so much.

7EMPES7

Date posted: 4y

I’m I correct in saying... this is like “real event OCD”. when the event becomes distorted afterwards, and you begin to worry... which distorts the event even more?

Scared

Date posted: 4y

I have no idea. It is possible. In the moment I didn’t think my intentions were bad at all, but now I am all screwed up, anxious, and absolutely terrified.

7EMPES7

Date posted: 4y

@IWantToDieButAmScaredOfhell If you didn’t worry at the time, then there’s nothing to worry about...

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