My OCD causes me to be very slow. Slow to make decisions, slow to act, I often stutter and mess my words up because my brain just feels slow. I’ve been threatened to be fired at more than one job because I’m slow or I seem lazy(when I’m reality I’m just terrified a lot and have a hard time making decisions therefore doing things) I’m feeling really down on myself because of this lately. I’m sure others deal with this. Any advice? Thanks

I have this slowness issue as I have severe Rocd. In many past jobs I seemed lazy and slow even if I am smart enough and love to offer and work generally. Because of my thoughts I act slowly, seem distract and others see me as weird or bored. It's not our fault but it is an Ocd side effect. It is normal for us not to be fully energetic and alert when our mind is occupied by so many thoughts and anxiety. Don't ever blame yourself and never care about what other people think. We have to get better for ourselves first

I can absolutely relate. For me, it did get a LOT better in time. Eventually, I found a job where my attention to detail is a plus and my coworkers actually appreciate it (imagine that!). But I was in a cycle for many years of getting a PT customer facing job (groceries, restaurants, etc.) worrying that it was going to kill people if I didn't properly sanitize every doorknob, etc. and getting bosses pissed at me for taking forever then quitting... very stressful times. Only advice I'd say is to realize it doesn't have to be a weakness. You're getting help, so you're already way ahead of the game. Keep your head up, friend.

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I can feel what you pass