I’m worried I did something terribly wrong

Christians please help if you can My mom and I got into a bad argument or fight and she went to church without me because I told her I didn’t want to go anymore and I got so angry because for months I lost my connection with God. I don’t pray anymore and my life is a mess right now especially with struggling with OCD and mental illness. So I got angry and started throwing things and saying why did God give me this life and if this is the life he gave me (of depression, sadness and anger) then I don’t want it and when I was throwing things I said f u and now I feel so horrible and filled with so much guilt I burst into tears and I asked Jesus to take me back and help me and that I was so so sorry for what I said because I didn’t mean it. I know deep down I still have faith but I feel so horrible I said f u because of what I was talking about and how I’ve been feeling spiritually. Will God forgive me? I feel like I’ve done with unforgivable sin and I can’t take it back but I will beg for Gods forgiveness forever if I have to. I’m so upset and I can’t stop crying. If anyone could help me please I would appreciate it

Username: Georgia B.Georgia B.

Date posted: 2y ago

Hi Dear. Deep breathe in..... and out.... I can see where you have done some self evaluation which is really good. It shows that you know where you are. I saw I post this morning and it said "Never limit your prayers because you think you're so sinful and undeserving." The point is God wants you to come to him with broken, with a contrite spirit. He doesnt expect you to have it all together and so He's always there waiting with open arms for you to reason with Him. Seeing that your mom is a Christian, she should also extend forgiveness, patience, understanding, grace and love towards you just as Christ does towards us.

Username: Reclused Reclused

Date posted: 2y ago

I'm having the same issue, I find it convient that it's happening at Easter, a reminder of why he died

Username: MagzzzMagzzz

Date posted: 2y ago

I feel like everything happens for a reason. Ever since I cried out to God this morning I feel closer to him more now than I have in the past few months

Username: Dre83Dre83

Date posted: 2y ago

@Just Breathe ❤️ Amen

Username: Georgia B.Georgia B.

Date posted: 2y ago

Just know even when you know you've drifted away from Him He is always there waiting on you to come back to Him to build a stronger connection. To do so we have to communicate with Him through prayer, reading His words, sharing them with others, etc. I also emplore you to go to His words and take a look on the life of Job. I love his story. One of my favorite characters from the Bible. He reminds me that even when life doesnt go the way we want still seek after God. It wasn't easy for him either as his wife wasn't a source of encouragement and didnt understand neither his friends. They thought he did sth wrong hence why he was facing a hard time. But use it as a means of strengthening. God will help you get through this. You can also do your best to reconcile with your mom and communicate to her what you're dealing with and you both can pray together. I'll ensure I lift you up in prayer trusting that God will strengthen you though there will be ups and downs in the process. And it's ok to cry out to Him as tears are a language that God understands even when no one else does.

Username: MagzzzMagzzz

Date posted: 2y ago

Thank you all so much. You were all so very helpful. God Bless and Happy Easter 🙏🏻🤍

Username: Dre83Dre83

Date posted: 2y ago

God’s love is unconditional. The scripture reminds us of this when it tells that “ that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us”. We can’t outrun God’s love. The only thing that keeps us from it is not accepting it.

Username: kylie m

Date posted: 5y ago

Okk, this is gonna sound super terrible and weird but i can't keep it to myself because it makes me think so bad of myself and stuff. Anyways, when i was a lil younger (maybe like a year or two ago) i touched my cats balls like really sexually and i feel so terrible about it. I'm also christian and just started being more of a christian this year. I've recently been going to this one church and i got saved there a few months ago. It made me feel relieved but I'm just jow thinking of this horrible mistake of mine. Since it happend, the cat ran away and i haven't seen it at all. It makes me scared to know if I'll go to heaven or hell for this. I'm not sure. The thought of me doing that has just sparked so much anxiety md stress to where i have thought about suicide but I'd never go through with it. Im feelin super down right now, and if anyone could help or talk to me I'd be so grateful. Also, I'm sorry this was super long.

Username: Magzzz

Date posted: 4y ago

I made a huge mistake in the past. Going into it I didn't know at the time how bad the mistake was until a long time later. I so badly wish I could go back and fix it and change it. I hate myself and I feel like I deserve to die. I talked to my parents about it and they told me that I need to just let it go and stop beating myself up and that I've punished myself enough but I can't seem to shake it off and move on. I'm a Christian so I do believe Jesus died on the cross for our sins but why do I feel so bad. I feel so guilty. I would NEVER make the same mistake again knowing what I know now. Do I deserve a second chance? Is it possible that OCD can make it worse than it actually is? I need help 😭

Username: Cat_attack

Date posted: 2y ago

Can someone please respond to this.. Has anyone ever acted on a thought? I have and I believe it to be a horrible sin, as it is mentioned as one. How do I forgive myself? It is a really weird thing because when it happened I was in such a dark place. I honest to God should have been locked up. I had been self harming and attempted suicide around this time too. I had expressed to my mother how mentally unwell I was and she didn’t take it seriously at all. I don’t want to blame her but I know for a fact if I was taken seriously it wouldn’t have happened. My mind was screaming at me to do things all day long in a way I can’t even explain. My ocd is still with me every day but 9-10 years ago when this was happening it was BAD. I Didn’t have thoughts of my own. Only ocd. Id take sleeping pills to keep myself asleep and id have dreams of doing bad things. So I convinced myself I needed to see if I enjoyed it so I did it to see. Turns out nope. Didn’t like it it was just ocd. And that sin has cost me my mental sanity and love for myself. If anyone has gone through this how did you forgive yourself? Do you think god will forgive you? I know I’m not supposed to ask these things but despite what it says I actually get peace from reassurance. And I know I’m not the only one.

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