I looked at train tracks today and tried to convince myself to jump . I was feeling extra bad this last few weeks . Idk if it’s intrusive thoughts or the result of depression from ocd. I wanted to jump but I was scared

You are a beautiful human being. Sharing your experiences shows how valuable and brave You are. Never loose faith. You will improve. Takes time,

I wish life was easier on you, i know each got his own battle to fight but with ocd it’s like double the battles, double the struggle, double the anxiety, double everything, I honestly don’t know if my words would help you to overcome some of your struggles, but one thing I know that I could empath with you even if I don’t know you and your miles away cuz I could feel what people got to fight everyday from getting up till the most hardest thing somone could do in a day. I just wish you the best of all and most importantly the peace of mind you’re looking for and I hope you can beat these thoughts and shake them away ( even when it seems the hardest thing to do) I hope you feel better and have someone by your side who at least can help you take that luggage off your shoulders when life isn’t the best with you. By the end of this I would like to tell that YOU MATTER and YOU ARE WORTH living the life you always imagined and no train could give it back Take care of yourself for that GOD gave it to us with love and we should treat it with love cuz it’s all we got after all, be careful of these cuz if this time it was a train don’t know what next time it will be ? And I know if a person had suicidal thoughts for once he or she would get it often and imagine living each day and seeing everything around you as a way to kill yourself ( I know I probably texted a lot but I know if a person struggles and sees people who struggles like him he should help them too and wish them the best like he’d wish for himself for that I wish you the best health and life. In the end of it ,if seeking help is available to you don’t seek it don’t hesitate cuz it’s never shameful to ask for help and suicidal thoughts are ain’t a joke. All the love from a random Someone who wishes you the best!!!!🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

I’ve been feeling bad, too. Let’s hang in there and beat this crap

Oh Eve, this is heart breaking to read. Please know that you are not alone and that there is help. It will not always feel this way. I know that right now, in this moment it feels like it will not change but it can change. You can get to a place where you feel better. Are you seeing a doctor or a therapist? If you are having thoughts that you may act on these thoughts you need to call 911 or go to emergency room immediately. Here are some other resources: Crisis Text Line: Text from any device: 741 741 Website: https://www.crisistextline.org/ Suicide hotline number: Call from any device/phone: 800-273-8255 Website: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ NOCD offers support groups that can also be helpful, you truly are not alone.