Scary

Hey this sounds like existential ocd, you should really talk to a professional as I can completely understand how those kind of unanswerable thoughts would cause you so much stress

I also have these thoughts. I don’t really know what else to say but I hope it makes you feel validated by knowing you’re not the only one.

Don't fear the Reaper! Death is not the end. Far from it. I got to peek behind the curtain.

Yes !!! when I was in an extremely abusive relationship back 15 years ago…. I thought I was dead and in hell. I was losing my mind. Everyday I would wake up and think.. this can’t be real life … I have to be either dead or in purgatory. I got so bad that I tried to kill myself and ended up in mental institution. I broke up with him when I got out. I was single for 3 years to heal myself and then I met my true love of my life. I am so happy now. He really does his best to make me happy and make my life easier and vice versa. I really thought that I would be stuck in that former abusive life forever. I am so happy I was able to get out. Domestic Violence Crisis Center saved me. I went there behind my ex boyfriends back and they taught me how to be strong, save money, get a job and budget myself. Once I was strong enough I called my ex from work and told him to not be there when I got home. He moved into his brothers house and the rest is history!! Sorry for my long rant !! lol

I have OCD myself, and I was was prescribed with it 2 years ago (in 2025)

I do have a specialist Actually 2 now

Yes. I think that all the time.... and i don't know what to do either. I think ..did i die and I haven't realized it yet. Am I needing to figure something out to move on or?