Jo ^^
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- 3y
Scary
Does anybody else get thoughts like “what if I died last night” or “what if I’m dead right now”? This is something that’s really scaring me and I don’t quite know what to do…
Forest13Forest13
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- 3y
Hey this sounds like existential ocd, you should really talk to a professional as I can completely understand how those kind of unanswerable thoughts would cause you so much stress
Jo ^^Jo ^^
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- 3y
Yes, I’m actually working my way to getting a specialist right now :>
Forest13Forest13
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- 3y
@Joanna Walton That’s so awesome and such a big scary step but is so good for you, I’m currently working up to it myself.
Forest13Forest13
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- 3y
@Joanna Walton Please take care as best you can
Jo ^^Jo ^^
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- 3y
@Forest13 (They/she) Thank you! 💕 and I wish you all the best
kmn5150kmn5150
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- 3y
I also have these thoughts. I don’t really know what else to say but I hope it makes you feel validated by knowing you’re not the only one.
Jo ^^Jo ^^
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- 3y
thank you this makes me feel better!
PLPphillipsPLPphillips
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- 25w
Don't fear the Reaper! Death is not the end. Far from it. I got to peek behind the curtain.
sharontoscano@yahoo.comsharontoscan...
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- 10w
what did you see?!! tell us!!!
sharontoscano@yahoo.comsharontoscan...
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- 10w
Yes !!! when I was in an extremely abusive relationship back 15 years ago…. I thought I was dead and in hell. I was losing my mind. Everyday I would wake up and think.. this can’t be real life … I have to be either dead or in purgatory. I got so bad that I tried to kill myself and ended up in mental institution. I broke up with him when I got out. I was single for 3 years to heal myself and then I met my true love of my life. I am so happy now. He really does his best to make me happy and make my life easier and vice versa. I really thought that I would be stuck in that former abusive life forever. I am so happy I was able to get out. Domestic Violence Crisis Center saved me. I went there behind my ex boyfriends back and they taught me how to be strong, save money, get a job and budget myself. Once I was strong enough I called my ex from work and told him to not be there when I got home. He moved into his brothers house and the rest is history!! Sorry for my long rant !! lol
Lovemb12!Lovemb12!
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- 21d
Girl I had similar experience I literally thought he was going to kill me n if not then very soon the things he did to me choked me punched me put the other end of knife in my private I could keep going he stuck his hands in my pants thinking it was some alien then he would get so mad n he would just choke me out I really thought I wasn’t going to live much longer then I stared thinking I must be dead wtf but thank God I left when he passed out n ran away n never looked back thank god cause then down the road I met up with a man who I should have never let go n I regret it everyday gurl then I said fuck it I’m just going to pop up at his house n I was definitely scared because I was really bad to him in the past n he was so nice he did not deserve that so I show up n he was nervous but he took me back he was hesitant but im so grateful he gave me another chance anyone else would have said get the fuck out of here n honestly this man my waynie lol seriously saved me from not only myself but this world he loved n accepted me even though I did him wrong. I still don’t understand cause there’s no good guys like him anymore that would have took me back maybe a few but usually there all the good guys r married Or gay Anywho I’m so sorry for writing a book but I love to talk n vent obviously. I responded cause I felt the same way actually recently I really thought this is my hell n it’s ground hog day everyday it’s actually scary
SilentragesisSilentragesis
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- 1y
I have OCD myself, and I was was prescribed with it 2 years ago (in 2025)
SilentragesisSilentragesis
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- 1y
I do have a specialist Actually 2 now
LindseySergLindseySerg
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- 48w
Yes. I think that all the time.... and i don't know what to do either. I think ..did i die and I haven't realized it yet. Am I needing to figure something out to move on or?
sharontoscano@yahoo.comsharontoscan...
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- 10w
I think that also … I am so afraid of death… My mom just passed away and I have her ashes on my dresser. I talk to her all the time and I wonder does she think she is still alive ? Is she at a Micheal Jackson concert right now in heaven?? ( she loved Micheal Jackson lol ) I hope she is at front row VIP back stage with Micheal!!! I will be so happy when I get my seats next to her !!!
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