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- 2y ago
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Yes! Do you ever have a sensation abojt something and then question if you’re actually feeling it for real and then the happy feeling or whatever sensation you have just dissipates cause you’re focusing on processing it too much or is that just me
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- 18w ago
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- 12w ago
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- 11w ago
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