False Memories of Things Happening to Me

I hate taking naps cause sometimes they mess me up and I guess this time it did. Had a dream where I was remembering something my dad "did" to me and my uncle "did" to me. Its so weird. Its like I'm forgetting something that happened to me and I'm finally remembering it and that feeling of yeah I remembered something that happened to me is there. I know for sure my dad has not done those things to me lmao and I don't think my uncle has done anything to me either. Before this OCD theme I can tell you that I always remember something thats pretty traumatic to me lmao I usually don't forget major events like those, I'm constantly always remembering the bad in the past and what could happen. Its somethint I always questioned too like so many people don't remember their traumatic or bad memories, but for me I do remember it. Idk this feeling is so weird and I hate it attached to something like that rather than me doing it this time. Maybe I'll forget who knows. Hope everyone had a great day. Tell me, what did you guys do today and what show have you been watching and why I should give it a try ?

InkJoy123

Date posted: 2y

Idk its so weird how in my dream its like I'm finally remembering something that happened to me that I always knew before. And I feel it like that and honestly its so scary. I don't want to see my father like that, yes he isn't the best but he isn't like that. Idk this feeling like I know it did happen and I'm remembering something is so weird and odd...

InkJoy123

Date posted: 2y

My mind might make a "what if I was the one I did it but it just put my dad in that place" great lmao

InkJoy123

Date posted: 2y

I know dreaming and for me I'm always aware that I'm dreaming and I can feel so many things as real, usually its physical like my jaw breaking or it falling out. I do have a fear of that happening LMAO so maybe its that as well except its a false feeling of remembrance but ah I know I shouldn't look for the answer, I just gotta move forward. Hope you guys can answer the last question ! I love learning/trying new things :)

OCDinparadise

Date posted: 2y

False memory will literally pop the most random thing in my head it drives me insane. But hmmm do you have Netflix?

InkJoy123

Date posted: 2y

@OCDinparadise yes i do !! what do u recommend on there ?

OCDinparadise

Date posted: 2y

@InkJoy123 I really hope you haven’t seen it already, but I started this one called “Extraordinary Attorney Woo”. It’s very wholesome and warms my heart. It’s about this girl who has autism and she becomes an attorney. Seeing the people around her grow and learn how to interact with her makes me really happy, it’s so cute. So far I’ve been enjoying it a lot.

borahae

Date posted: 2y

@OCDinparadise Awww... I know it. But i haven't watched it yet. U are a k drama fan? Have u watched it's ok to not be ok

OCDinparadise

Date posted: 2y

@borahae No I haven’t yet, but I’ve seen clips and it looks really good. But yes I am a fairly new k drama fan.

borahae

Date posted: 2y

@OCDinparadise Wow. Okiii. I hope u watch it. But i have to tell it scared me sometimes. Its a pcsycho pateint related story. The main lead girls mom is a psycho. So i dont know would trigger your ocd situation. But anyway its a really beautiful drama about love and family. Its just the best. 💜💐✨️

OCDinparadise

Date posted: 2y

@borahae Thank you! I’ll try it out one day.

borahae

Date posted: 2y

@OCDinparadise Welcome 🥰

dee012

Date posted: 25w

false memory half asleep

I hate when false memory targets memories where I was half asleep. For example, earlier this morning im guessing 2-3 am i dunno but I was half asleep, I turned my head and saw my cats butt in my face. I grabbed my cat tail and put the tail over his butt, so his butt will not be in my face and his tail will cover it. I think he ended up moving to cuddle, or I grabbed him to cuddle with me., but my cat ended up licking my hand and it gave me a groinal response. I am pretty sure that moment it did make me feel weird and uncomfortable, but I just tried to sit with it and ignore. I’m also sure that I just told my cat to leave, or just let him go. But my ocd is making me feel like i did something wrong or like WHAT IF YOU DID. Like no matter how much i try to figure it out my chest hurts so bad and i keep rethinking about it and i can’t find where I did something wrong but my brain is like what if you did this but you were half asleep so u don’t remember. Like this is super difficult. My chest hurts so bad like im trying to not think about it but wtf.

Kay89

Date posted: 24w

False memory or dream

Basically I got a lots of vivid dreams last night and I woke up but went sleep again and was sort of trying to sleep but felt like I was awake not asleep but a vivid scene of a man say you did something with an underage person and I started remember but how can I do this in my sleep . I think I did it but not sure when .

dee012

Date posted: 23w

False memory UGHH!

I hate this! so f-ing annoying! my brain gets over one “what if”, then goes onto the next immediately. It’s like my punishment for feeling and sort of peace or relief. for example, I did a compulsion yesterday trying to see if I did anything bad/inappropriate, I eventually got relief and was like I didn’t do anything bad but then today I did the compulsion one more time just to make sure and then I finally got relief and then my ocd latched onto the compulsion I did today and was like “what if u did something bad/inappropriate but don’t remember” like wtf. this JUST happened. it feels like i forget things immediately!!! Idek if this makes sense im just venting this is so annoying

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