- Username
- Yeyo
- Date posted
- 553d ago
- False Memory OCD
- Religion & Spirituality OCD
- "Pure" OCD
Moral OCD
I’ve been dealing with moral ocd for a while now. For years I struggled with religious OCD and now it seems to be more in the moral side. I started therapy and now I’m worried that my therapist will think I’m hiding something because the topics I’m obsessed about are not a big deal for most people ( speeding , checking my phone while driving , accidentally braking a rule or being dishonest, making a mistake while reporting my taxes etc) and when explaining myself I always go to the worse case scenario ( why if I hit someone and I don’t remember , what if i broke an important rule and I cant say which one, what if what If …. ) Now I’m worry that my therapist will think the worse of me and that I could falsely get accused of something that matches my fears and what ifs. It’s a lose-lose situation. I’m afraid of opening up and I can’t afford to stay silent