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I’m sorry- ocd is an entire disorder of ‘looking into’ things. That doesn’t mean a single thing. People with ocd who ‘look into’ what pedophiles think, aren’t pedophiles. People with ocd who ‘look into’ what failing relationships look like, usually are not in any relationship trouble at all. People with ocd who ‘look into’ what transgender people go through, are not themselves transgender. This is a disorder of ‘looking into’ things because we have attached a 100-pound weight onto random passing thoughts that has the label ‘truth’ on it. Note- the thought itself has no truth label, it’s the extremely heavy block of cement that we put there that has the label. We can work to detach the weight from the thoughts and be free, but not with suggestions from other people that ‘looking into’ something has ANY deeper meaning. Be careful what you are insinuating to very vulnerable people on this app.
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Yes thankyou I understand it's just so confusing its like I have 2 Brains constantly fighting 1 is rational and the is irrational
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Plz someone help I'm dying inside I can't even focus on my exams
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I previously had an ocd themes when I was 10 years old I was somehow obsessed with rubbing my hand on doorknobs and always checking the locks more then a dozen of times, I had minor scrupulosity the worst thing was when I was asleep I had the urge to count something I thought I was crazy because I was so young I had no idea what ocd even was I thought my ocd went but it turns out it just went asleep I no longer obsess about touching and counting but now it's hocd
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I so feel you. It makes sense that you simply can’t ‘stop’ obsessing- we wouldn’t have ocd if we could just ‘stop’, right? That used to happen a lot to me too, the second I woke up, and I used to think that meant something. Until I realized that *thinking* something, has no true purpose. No deeper meaning. Because of how you’ve reacted to the thoughts, your brain has tagged them as *dangerous, needs assessing*, so of course they will be thrown at you to figure out the second you wake up. You’ve convinced your brain that they are something to be afraid of. Beating ocd involves changing your relationship with your thoughts. Thoughts by themselves are just action potentials, neural noise, and by products of being alive. They don’t have a deep rooted meaning. Ocd recovery looks like identifying thoughts for what they are, letting them be there (cause you can’t fight your thoughts), and then moving towards everything you want for yourself in your life. I hope your appointment tomorrow is everything you need! Thinking of you!!
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*Sorry, realized I should clarify that an action potential is what happens when a neuron in your brain fires. No big abstract idea- just science:)
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You're afraid you will go to hell if you're a lesbian? So God's intention was to make you lesbian so you can go to hell? Anyway, just accept who you are. If you're a lesbian then that's the way it is. If you're not, you're not. Most important thing to do in this world is to accept yourself, to love yourself. Don't let anyone think you shouldn't. Stop looking into the whole lesbian thing. Don't read about it, don't look for it. Just focus on your life. Do things you love.
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It's sooo irrational I can't imagine myself making out with a girl though
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You're still looking into it... :-)
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What's that supposed to mean
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That just made me spike
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Lina- that doesn’t have any meaning at all. He should honestly delete that comment. I don’t want to be repetitive, but just try to focus on my comment before!
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Seems my words have a big impact on you. What i meant with "looking into it" is a compulsion that one should avoid doing as much as possible. The more you act under compulsions the more intense the obsession will be. My goal is to set her free from her obsession.
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Yes I understand
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I should delete my comment? She should focus on your comment?
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Don’t fight with the irrational one. That gives it importance. By arguing with it, you are giving it some ounce of truth that you then have to deny. It’s not something that needs to be denied because it has no real basis. You need to treat your obsessions like nagging, repetitive children that you just say ‘yes okay sure’ too, not because it has any truth, but because you want it to be quiet. Indifference is ocd’s kryptonite.
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She can decide for herself.
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And what about the people that have obsessional thoughts about being pedophiles? Or about their relationship? Should we all listen to our thoughts and change our lives depending on what they say? Listen, I don’t mean to be rude at all and I understand where you are coming from. But as I’m sure that you know, ocd is a deceptive monster. Bartering with it, acting like it has truth to our lives, is what keeps us in a repetitive loop for forever. We need to treat these thoughts and obsessions correctly for them to subside. Indifference to the uncertainty it causes. Hope you are well though!❤️
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I’m so sorry!:/ I have a very similar story, but with things like body symmetry! Also had sexually intrusive thoughts that I didn’t know had anything to do with a disorder. I just thought I was ‘troubled’. Sad for my younger self, I was so scared:(
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Actually you do not understand where I'm coming from. OCD is often if not always the cause of (read: its development) unhealthy conditions, circumstances. The lower quality of life is, the harder it will be to deal with obsessions. So i always advice people to make changes that contribute to the quality of their lives.
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What changes
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Lina, I had the same years ago, having thoughts of being gay or having those instincts. Those were totally not true (5 years passed already and im still not gay :) Once I heard one psychiatrist explained the situation “mostly these ocd sufferers’ brain tries to hit them from the most valuable concepts they believe” It sounded very logical and real to me. Probably, you are a person who values to be a woman very much. And thats very nice of you. Another thing is, probably you are in stressful these days because of exams and etc. And your mind tries to find an escape from this situation. Thats why hitting you back. So, most important thing you should do is to give time to yourself, slowly try to heal and relax. OCS tries to tell you, find other things in your daily life to relax your mind. Dont think too complex, be simple.
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Tommrow I'm going to a cbt therapist we'll see what happens I just feel numb
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But when I wake up I feel soo anxious since the moment I open my eyes thats all I think about
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- 20w
I cant afford therapy which is why i’m not diagnosed with ocd. The first time i had heard what ocd was truly abt was 6 years ago when i overthinking my sexual identity and it fit. Additionally, i struggle with debilitating health anxiety and when i was in a rlt i was extremely anxious that i might not love my partner. This is the third year i experience distress around my sexuality but this year it feels real. And it could also explain my rlt anxiety. Comphet is a concept that really scares me. I dont want to be with a girl. I would rather die than discover i was lesbian. I cant accept uncertainty cz i dont want to be homosexual. Chat GPT told me it wasnt ocd + the thoughts dont distress me anymore. I experience 3 intense weeks of anxiety prior to now. Maybe its internalized homophobia. Maybe its comphet. I do find women to be attractive but i dont wanna be with them. Maybe i’m in denial. Idk anything anymore. I’m remembering times where i would find an actress attractive and try to shift my focus towards the man cz it would make me anxious. I’m not well at all.
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I need too know that I'm not insane, really. I am 16 and for the past two weeks, this has been completely ruining my health and happiness. I only recently came out as a lesbian like 3 months ago after a lot of confusion about my attraction since I used to think I liked men. At first, I felt so sure that I liked women, but lately, I've been having these unwanted thoughts about the possibility of liking men. I never used to feel this way, but now, every time I look at a man, my brain obsessively fixates on it. It forces me to imagine kissing him, loving him, things I don’t want, and then tries to convince me that I do. It’s painful. The thought of this fills me with fear and anxiety, leading to panic attacks and breakdowns. I don’t want these thoughts. I hate them with every fiber of my being, but I’m terrified that one day I’ll act on them and somehow like it. I used to think I liked men, but back then, I was in a very unhealthy space in a time of escapism and something deeply parasocial. I’ve only ever liked the attention and validation a man could give me, but these experiences are somehow treated as further proof that I’m "bisexual." I’ve never been in a real relationship with anyone, which makes my brain constantly challenge me—telling me, “You don’t even know what love feels like.” It won’t shut up. It keeps obsessively trying to make me prove that I’m a lesbian, testing my reactions and questioning my certainty. Is this normal?
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Like I can’t think straight. This is making me doubt everything I’ve thought about myself and even makes me feel like I like the thoughts when I know I don’t. Like I would be less anxious at a time while I still have the thoughts and my mind would go “oh so you like it you must be gay” or the other one where I’m not anxious and I think of my attraction for girls that I’ve had my whole life and my mind goes “see now you’re not into them you’re gay” like it’s so stupid but so effective. I clearly remember being into girls my whole life but my mind is making me believe that all these attractions and feelings for women were all fake or “a thing of the past”. But I can still get aroused by women but I have this weird anxiety going on which brings these sensations/feelings and it’s so weird. Today I’ve spent my whole day thinking about it like I’ve been doing for 5 months now. I know that this aint normal but my mind just won’t let me live in peace. I never cared about my sexuality cuz I simply liked women my whole life but now my sexuality is a fundamental philosophy. I hate this.
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