- Username
- trying_iwillgetbacktomyself
- Date posted
- 535d ago
- Perfectionism OCD
- Sexual Orientation OCD
- Suicidal OCD
- POCD
1 year
I keep giving myself a deadline. If I do not met getting my mental health correct I would rather not be on this earth. My mental illnesses has taken so much from me. Like going out with loved ones, doing the best I can at my job, how I feel about myself, etc. I know it takes time to work on myself but I want to be what an average person does on a daily basis. I barely recognize myself anymore. I can not hold a conversation with anyone without the feeling of discomfort. I fear my thoughts. This has made me a feel like a monster, on top of that I gained so much weight so i am just all over the place.