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Scary thoughts and feelings
Anybody else get scary thoughts and u feel like if u have a scary thought and you are doing something, you won’t be able to successfully do it so you keep trying over and over again.
Anybody else get scary thoughts and u feel like if u have a scary thought and you are doing something, you won’t be able to successfully do it so you keep trying over and over again.
That certainly sounds like an obsession and compulsion. The feeling OCD gives you is always really scary. Unfortunately, the more the compulsion is performed, the more often you feel anxious not doing it. The only way to start getting better is by being aware of these thoughts as strictly coming from OCD, and the urge to perform a compulsion in the same way. Eventually the realization that the thoughts aren’t real and the compulsion isn’t necessary will sink in. That’s a really simplified version of the process, but maybe bringing some awareness to it can be your first step! I would recommend working with a therapist if possible. If that’s not possible for you, you can always post here if you need some support! 😁
Anyone else have repeated thoughts that play that are negative. Basically a back and forth of you telling yourself you don't want X to happen but having a thought that slips saying you do. Like being stressed out one day and saying "man I wish I were dead". But instead of letting it roll through your mind and thinking nothing of it, you obsess if you actually want that outcome for yourself and you are now scared you'd fatally harm yourself whenever you feel anxious or stressed even though you know you wouldn't. So now I repeatedly get I wanna die stuck in my head and I feel the compulsive need to say no I don't to combat the thoughts and it happens throughout the day and even when I wake up.
Ive been struggling with the fear that if i am suicidal or something and ive been having like fears or intrusive thoughts of jumping off or losing control and acting on these thoughts and i dont know if this is just some very bad case of anxiety? Im always thinking about it trying to prove it wrong in my head and its gotten to a point where its effecting my sleep, i use chat gpt. I know deep down i dont wanna do any of it, i mean the very thought makes me panic quick so idk i just want to forget all these thoughts and i was wondering if anyone goes through this as well?
Is there something wrong with me if I’m not disgusted by my intrusive thoughts anymore like the disgust feeling has been gone for months now and why are my thoughts feel like they’re literally so close happening inside my brain why can I lowkey physically feel the images of that makes sense,Why do I get adrenaline why do I get a weird tingle my lips sometimes make an awkward like position when I get the thoughts it’s like I’m having a glitch idek which thought is intentional which one is intrusive but there bad thoughts and I don’t want them to be the truth about me but I literally cannot get myself to just feel relaxed even if they’re present like I actually get genuine headaches and feel uneasy for hours after having intrusive thoughts and I hate how it’s always the same kinda thoughts and sensations feelings etc around those thoughts out of nowhere when I’m just chilling they come in before when I had it is be like okay ew weird thought now I’m like what if I actually like this and I’m in denial uGHHH HATE MY BRAIN
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