Hi everyone

I’ve had OCD for the longest time but for the past few years I’ve been good expect for the past couple months. My anxiety has come back tenfold. And I mean the actual anxiety. The feeling of such fear in the pit of your stomach. I am 9 months postpartum and I feel like something is off in my body because this literally came out of nowhere again. Also symptoms of brain fog fatigue (although I am not sleeping well every night because of baby) regardless, I have these intense moments of intense fear, like every thought I have is so real and it’s going to happen. My themes right now are based on fear of suicide or fear of being depressed. It’s literally terrifying because it makes it feel so real, every unpleasant feeling that I have from fatigue to feeling emotional is being high jacked, making me believe I am miserable (I love my life so much and have NOT lost interest in anything) but again I have such feelings of doubts over everything I’m feeling, constantly analyzing my feelings and judging. I have this constant feeling of uneasiness. I guess I would just like to hear other peoples thoughts. Hope everyone is doing great!