goggles🧝🏾♀️
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Jasmine11Jasmine11
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Say it. It will set you free-ish
goggles🧝🏾♀️goggles🧝🏾♀️
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@Jasmine11 i've posted it on here a lot actually, but i haven't felt much better. i don't know, i'm just lost.
Mooooni Mooooni
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@goggles Let it out girly. You’re not alone
lily_07lily_07
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Hey I’m here :)
Hopeful2022Hopeful2022
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You can talk to me!
goggles🧝🏾♀️goggles🧝🏾♀️
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Here it is: This event is 2 going on 3 years when i was 14, im 17 now. i was holding my baby cousin and i went to sit down so now they were sitting on my lap. i pulled them up on my lap from the crotch area, unintentionally. but then i think my head registered that had touched the crotch area then had an intrusive thought to repeat the action/tap the front of the diaper again (i definitely think the intrusive thought came because of the area), and i didn't want it to look weird (there were others) or be in an inappropriate way because i understood that it was the crotch. but in my head at the time it didn't seem so serious because they had on a diaper, i was just trying to complete the "task" the intrusive thought gave me. but i pulled them up again as a way of completing the intrusive thought, and my aunt came and picked him up and naturally my ocd assumed that it was because of the intrusive thought. and i remember thinking "i didn't mean any harm, didn't mean to be inappropriate", and i went over there to see if she would pull him away from me (because i felt bad). anyways she took him to just play, i felt bad for a little but i let the situation go because i knew i had no malice. but now i can't let it go, because my head is saying that i did have bad intentions and that i knew it was wrong. but i don't think i thought the action through, plus he had on a diaper so i think that's also why i didn't think much of it. i feel terrible about it now, and i know would never purposely do any harm. i just think at the time the full picture never occurred to me. now i just wanna move pass it and live my life, because i know im far from an evil person. and now my head is trying to convince me i sexually assaulted them, and i can't live with that at all.
lily_07lily_07
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@goggles I recommend getting in touch with a therapist that can try help you :)
lily_07lily_07
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@goggles You did not sexually assault them
goggles🧝🏾♀️goggles🧝🏾♀️
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@LiIac ok, thank you. it's like every time i start to think about it there's a new story
lily_07lily_07
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@goggles I know,ocd is the monster not you,you will get through this I promise you,you can talk to people on sms and they help to talk about your worries,there number is 85268
lily_07lily_07
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@goggles Are you from the uk or somewhere else because im not sure if you can message them for another country but I recommend trying it
goggles🧝🏾♀️goggles🧝🏾♀️
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@LiIac i'm in the us
Hopeful2022Hopeful2022
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OCD is blowing it out of proportion, you're not the monster
Mooooni Mooooni
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@goggles Ocd is blowing it out proportion like they said in the comments. It loves to attach to your fears, concerns and cares. Just know that you’re a good person and never mean harm. Intrusive thoughts are going to make you think the worst. You’re concerned and that should tell you enough that’s it’s ocd and not you. :)
lily_07lily_07
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@goggles Oh right,it might work I recommend giving it a try :)
lily_07lily_07
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@Monitica Yep exactly:)
lily_07lily_07
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You didn’t do anything bad,have you ever tried contacting a therapist?
goggles🧝🏾♀️goggles🧝🏾♀️
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@LiIac not for this obsession.
lily_07lily_07
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@goggles I recommend you try :)
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