Just getting over a cold. My period has been causing me pain. My head hasn’t stopped. And I’ve barely slept. I’ve had to take the day off of college because I just haven’t got the slightest amount of energy and ocd is feeling too real today. Don’t know what to do with myself
I experience the same thing today. I called my work to tell them I can't come today. I feel horrible today
@Ocd I don’t like these thoughts I get what you mean. My heads so focused on females and it’s causing me anxiety. I woke up, looked at myself and just thought ‘you look gay’. I can’t do this. So i called in sick. I feel so crappy
I'm having awful stomach pain and nausea and it's really worrying me and scaring me
I can't live with OCD anymore. It's ruining my life. I feel like I'm being constantly bullied in my own mind all day everyday. I don't know if what I think and feel is ever real or normal or okay, what is me and what is the OCD thoughts. I don't know if any of my experiences are normal. I'm exhausted from picking apart every single conversation I ever have with anyone until I'm strung out by a vague and ambiguous feeling of guilt. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a bad person and feeling scared all the time and not knowing why and having my brain spin me out on an endless spiralling train of thoughts that never goes anywhere and just makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me. I don't know what I feel and if what I feel is normal or if anything I am doing is real and actually me or if I'm 'losing my mind.' I don't even know if this makes any sense. I get into these states of mind where every thought in my head and everything I feel and perceive makes me question my own sanity. I don't know if anyone likes me because I have absolutely no concept of what I am actually like. I feel completely lost and confused CONSTANTLY.
My sister is going to a concert and coming back to the house where me and my family live. In my mind her clothes are extremely dirty. And I know her coming back is going to cause a lot of strong contamination thoughts to enter my head. I’m exhausted already from pushing myself and I can’t seem to focus on anything when these thoughts are really strong. I’m in college and this makes focusing on homework difficult. I failed an exam the other day bc I couldn’t stop thinking about what I need to clean and then cleaning. It’s really exhausting.
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