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Right? It’s tough when it comes to things like that, because it’s natural to want to be a certain level of clean, but OCD gives you a ton of anxiety along with it, where other people aren’t so concerned. I think that’s where it gets you though, because you start to lose that sense of what level of clean is ok to worry about.
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Totally, it’s especially aggravating when you have to hold a door, this is where the extreme anxiety comes in because it always seems like forever, but I get where you come from....and you’re completely right about levels of clean and the added anxiety for ocd
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Exactly... I just can’t handle public places anymore. I also use tissues or in the worst case scenario, an article of clothing such as my jacket etc... it’s just disgusting in my mind to touch something hundreds of people touched...it’s plain nasty
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@hitsuji — Trying to act normal in situations where you don’t want to seem weird. Yes, every day of my life ? Glad I’m not alone.. But on a serious note, public bathrooms are a huge trigger for me! And then especially when I get home and have to shower after using a public toilet. I def think it helps doing ERP and forcing yourself to use public restrooms, etc and just “sitting in the mud” with the anxiety. I made a rule for myself that I would try to use a public toilet once a day. Can’t say I’ve been doing exactly that. But. I’ve been trying more and it does seem to get easier the more you force yourself and sit with the anxiety. ❤️
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Hi everyone. This is the very same issue I struggle with. Every day I use a public bathrooom my entire being is contaminated and I shower and clean for 2 hours at the end of each day. I am trying to get better but I’m struggling. Any tips here??
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Hitsuji. You sound very similar to me. I have a pile of clothes I consider contaminated and those are the only ones I wear for my days when I have to use public bathrooms. And when I get home it cannot touch anything. I got to the shower for about an hour then I clean everything around me for another hour. This happens daily. It’s sooo hard.
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I completely agree with you. I can’t touch the stall,door to the bathroom knob, knobs on the sink, or anything in the restroom in general. Everything is done with palms of my hands- after which I sanitize- just for my own mental well-being because I can’t stand public restrooms- not to mention other public places....
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Same with me. And any clothes that have been in public places and bathrooms are considered dirty in my mind. Once I get back home, all of my clothes that I wore have to be put aside and I won’t touch them again until I have to go back out. And if I have to touch anything in public, I’ll usually use a tissue instead of my bare hand or I’ll deal with touching something (which is super stressful) and then wipe or wash my hands after.
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Oh yeah, holding doors is the worst. Plus you have to act normal about it while you’re holding it for someone, so you don’t come off as weird lol. It’s kinda hard to do when your brain is screaming at you.
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I have a major issue with being in specific bathrooms. Like if the floor has a gross texture I feel like my feet are immediately dirty. Public bathrooms are a no, but I’ll use one if I absolutely need to.
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That’s so true!!!! Today I had to gin on the train for a class field trip, and I practically wanted to die....it was the nastiest thing I’ve ever seen...
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Uggh yes, trains are gross!! I had to take the subway in New York once, when my OCD wasn’t quite so bad, and I still got super anxious when I had to sit down or hold the bars. You never know who touched them before you. *~* And it’s generally known that you shouldn’t really touch anything when riding the subway anyways so
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Same here! I have to wipe off completely with antibacterial wipes before I can touch anything at home. Taking showers would be better, but it gets too exhausting to do every day, combined with my other routines. (Plus, I used to take 8 hours showers, so that wouldn’t have been ideal!) ?? But absolutely, learning to just accept being dirty out in public works wonders for reducing anxiety! It doesn’t help too much for the cleaning when you get back home, but it brings you some peace for the rest of the day ?
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I’d love to hear some tips for cleaning at home too though! I’ve tried lots of different things that work temporarily, but I haven’t found anything that sticks yet.
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- 24w
i have contamination ocd and i have a hard time knowing what’s normal- please help me get back to normal!! do you worry or clean under your fingernails when you wash your hands? do you specifically wash your thumb? if so how? do you pay attention to the pace you wash your hands at? do you ever feel the need to do things a certain amount of times or count while doing things? in the shower do you wash your hands at any time? especially after washing private areas? question for the girls!! how many times do you wipe after you pee? how do you all pee so fast?
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Hello, i have very severe contamination ocd, and as i am writing this i feel my hands are dirty lol, but anyways i wanted to know if there’s anyone specialised in Contamination ocd? No matter what type because i really need help and i looked up things but it doesn’t help please!!
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sorry this is super long i just wanna know if anyone else has been thru something similar bc i feel super alone 🩷 i have super bad contamination ocd. it was bad already but my house was like my safe space until a few months ago someone brought something into my house that i considered ‘contaminated’. and so then i felt like that part of the house was contaminated, then it spread to everything outside my room (since family is moving around touching stuff) and then somehow i got convinced everything in my room except my bed is contaminated and i need to wash my hands after touching it. in my mind its like the contamination just infinitely spreads to things after the tiniest bit of touch. idek what im afraid of anymore or even what the original thing was but i can’t let it go. when i have to wash off contamination i have to wash at least 4 times or until it feels right, or sometimes take rlly long showers and wipe down all my stuff. i even throw away food and clothes or just whole items sometimes because they feel so contaminated i don’t want them in my space. i can’t be super near people or have anyone touch me, and i also can’t bring anything new into my room since it had to go through the entry of my house which feels contaminated. i feel like all i do is lay in bed and then wash my hands and do compulsions so i can go eat or do other stuff around the house. also i never go out because i’m bc people outside make me feel dirty, and i hate thinking about how many people have touched stuff in stores or in public and stuff. so im just in my room worrying all day. i feel so trapped and the contamination/avoiding it is all i think about anymore i barely have time for anything else and im never present when i talk to people because im worrying about if i accidentally got contaminated. im starting erp next week and knowing that im going to have to expose myself to things is really freaking me out. does anyone else have this kind of ocd ? im exhaustedddd 🥲🥲💔
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