- Date posted
- 2y ago
Always happens
I don’t know if it’s me my ocd or just life in general but it seems my biggest fears always come to pass 😕
I don’t know if it’s me my ocd or just life in general but it seems my biggest fears always come to pass 😕
If we focus on fears we can sometimes cause them - like if you worry about tying your shoe correctly instead of just tying it you are more likely to tie it wrong. Or if you think about how to do a jumping Jack instead of just doing it. These may be silly example but they demonstrate the point. And with OCD we tend to hyper focus and worry to the point where so distracted with the anxiety and trying to do things right that we make more mistakes - or so I have found. When I use ERP instead it gets easier to hyperfocus less and be less anxious and I do better.
@Erin P Amen
@Erin P Good advice
That’s kinda my question. All my thoughts feel so realistic and so now I doubt if they are ocd and if I just can’t make my mind up about something and I’m using ocd as an excuse or something idc I feel like this post is word vomit.
Each night I go to bed determined to stop compulsions and start beating this disorder. Then I wake up and it smacks me in the face first thing and I’m doing a compulsion before I know it. I told my therapist that I would try to handle it like we do in session, but I’ve already failed. It seems like I can’t bring ERP into my “real” life.
Is ocd supposed to feel like a genuine belief ? I see or hear some people saying things like « I know it’s not true but …. » while I personally don’t « know that it’s not true » I feels genuinely real and I even find evidence for it
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