I Don’t Feel Like Myself😞

Lately I’ve been getting this feeling of just blankness I feel like tv static. I don’t feel like myself anymore. I feel hell I don’t even know how I feel it’s just overwhelming. I’m tired of being this way. My doctor told me about another kid she took care of and how his story had a happy ending and I felt hope. Tomorrow I start 75 mgs of Zoloft and then later I’ll start 100. Hopefully it makes me feel better. I feel like it hasn’t been working lately but idk. I hate that I feel blank cause I’ve always been so sensitive and emotional. My feelings get hurt very easily and I’m usually very expressive of my emotions. But lately I’ve been blank almost emotionless. I pray for peace I hope the lord works in me. Hope you all have a lovely day/night :)